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And the phone is about to die so I’m out until tomorrow! Then I promise to write my ass off on the punishment one-shot. Night all! Vegas out!

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Okay, the male lead singer of this band is actually cute in a mature way (but hey, I’m mature!) and he can sing and I wish I could take a picture for you all but it’s too dark!

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I just want to say, before the wifi runs out, that I’m so grateful to all of you. All this info we’re getting makes me so fucking sad and it means a lot that you all hang with me though this. We need to be supporting each other, not getting judgmental and jumping ship. I really appreciate everyone sticking around because fandom is what will get me through and out the other side. :)

31 August 2014 ·

As it turns out they’re not just 70s. And somehow I don’t see my readership getting into high on coke back alley hooker roller disco porn. But I could be wrong. Opinions? ;)

But if I ever get to my 50s Klaine I think there’ll be a 60s nightclub in NY sequel … but I’m probably getting ahead of myself …

As it turns out they’re not just 70s. And somehow I don’t see my readership getting into high on coke back alley hooker roller disco porn. But I could be wrong. Opinions? ;)

But if I ever get to my 50s Klaine I think there’ll be a 60s nightclub in NY sequel … but I’m probably getting ahead of myself …

31 August 2014 ·

Except she’s right in my face and I already feel bad about being on my phone. Like seriously, I’m only here for the Internet.

And now she’s singing Raise Your Glass and I’m about to cry.

Except she’s right in my face and I already feel bad about being on my phone. Like seriously, I’m only here for the Internet.

And now she’s singing Raise Your Glass and I’m about to cry.

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Finally found some wifi. In the casino lounge with a 70s cover band. I don’t think I can write porn with some chick singing Lady Marmalade in my face.

31 August 2014 ·

Anonymous said: There was a blind gossip article ages ago about Lea and Chris trying to get Darren fired with replaced Adam as well. Apparently they went behind Darren's back to RM. Who knows what to believe anymore lol

These blind gossip sites tend to take small kernels of truth and then build made-up stuff around them. The truth kernel is just enough to give them a foundation of plausibility. Most of it is crap. But the more the show bends over backward to keep them apart, the more I wonder. It seems super clear that fans don’t want another breakup.

But it also feels like the show is trying to go back to a season 1 place of satirical humor. Which I can appreciate, but Kurt & Blaine were always kept above that silliness and I don’t want to see them dragged down into it. Unless it’s TOGETHER, trying to plan a Lima wedding or something.

It’s so nightmarish that I still hold out hope it’s just a dream someone’s having - although Max has been booked for several episodes so that’s a very slim hope. I mean, they can’t really imagine we want to see Blaine calling Karofsky Boo-Boo. So either it’s a dream, or Ryan Murphy really is just that hateful.

31 August 2014 ·

Anonymous said: Hello, I'm sorry but what are the stupid Darren and Chris rumors you mentioned ? thanks!

There have been rumors floating around for a while that there’s animosity between Chris & Darren and one or the other doesn’t want to work with the other. There’s no substantiation, and stuff like this comes up on any set, but the more the show comes up with completely lunatic reasons to keep them apart the more I wonder.

31 August 2014 ·

I hate to rant and run folks but family calls. Internet access is a crap shoot here (see what I did there?) but I’ll try to keep up. Home tomorrow!

31 August 2014 ·

Anonymous said: After the latest spoilers, I wish I could just be like you and say I just don't watch the show anymore. But I can't. For some reason I can't even tell you. All I can look forward to right now are your stories, and the stories of others. Really looking forward to that EF part that you promised. At least that will remind me why I am still in this fandom.

Hi Anon! Well we’re all in the same boat with you. I have to stop. The reason the second half of season 5 made me so fumingly enraged was because I knew it would come to this. If I don’t stop watching, the Kurt and Blaine I fell in love with won’t even exist in my head anymore. They’ve been completely betrayed by the Glee powers that be.

I wrote in one of my season 5 rants that the Kurt & Blaine I write are no longer in character and I continue to stand by that opinion. What I write is completely OOC. I write two boys who have maturity, deep respect for each other, who put each other first no matter what the world throws at them. When was the last time I saw those people in my TV screen? Not for a good long while.

A Kurt who would abandon Blaine as all his hopes and dreams fall apart and he’s sucked back into the life he worked so hard to escape? My eyes are literally tearing up as I type that, here in the middle of the Starbucks in the Excalibur casino surrounded by drunk people. How in the name of anything holy could I watch that happen on TV and call it entertainment? The Kurt and Blaine on Glee are lost to me. What I have to concentrate on are the Kurt & Blaine in my head and fandom itself, which is much more important to me than Glee.

So yeah. Sadly the land of no decent internet service is keeping me from Google Drive, but I’ll finish this once we get home and hopefully post soon. We all need some distraction.

And if anyone needs to rant, I’m here. I’m relatively stable, despite the nausea, because I started this emotional journey halfway through last season. I’m always willing to listen.

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About Me

What's important to know? I'm female, a legal adult, a natural redhead, and just a little neurotic when it comes to grammar.

Klaine is my OTP forever, but in fanon I also love and adore Kurtbastian. Give it a shot, people. It's so hot. And apparently I write things now.

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